Hi all & welcome to my blog!!!

After talking about this for bloomin ages, I’ve taken the plunge as it’ll just be another year of what if’s and I should have done that’s.

Now, before we get started please be patient with me. I know nothing about editing and design but there’s nothing like learning on the job, eh!

Writing is beautiful. I feel it’s my therapy and heals the soul somewhat. I mean it’s not chocolate, but it’s close! So what better way to celebrate turning 25 next week than taking baby steps to fulfil my dream.

Now, I think I’m breaking most of the rules of creating a successful forum by saying I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THIS WILL BE ABOUT!!! Rule no. 1, create a topic to write about and create a blog around. Doh. If you know me, you know I am chaotic. Forever changing my mind. I cannot commit. And finally, a royal pain in the arse. So why shouldn’t this blog reflect that. I want to discuss the errand thoughts that appear in the brain, my favourite make-up, mental health, friendship, loneliness & anything and everything in between. I’ve really not sold this have I?

I’ll try to explain better as I go along. To start – I’m such a negative person. Always thinking the worst (which I still argue is a great outlook on life – minimal disappointment!), never remembering the happy moments in life and seeing the worst in everything. Well, no more!!! Please come with me on my adventure to bloody fall in love with life again, celebrate the beautiful people who surround us, start my 30 things to do before I’m 30 list*. So please, grab a brew and come and join my mad musings on life. Goodbye to ‘what if’s’ and Hello to ‘remember when’s’.

Yours,

A bloody terrified Beth

*Do not expect any jumping out of planes or bungee jumps – I have much bigger things to fear and conquer. Like seeing myself naked!

The best is yet to come…